Chicago Daily Tribune Newspaper, November 9, 1873, Page 11

SE ing Liomo to dluner, boonuze ho'd by ELF-DECEPTION. chnes™lo i omgtomng ST alairal « » , Y - b -Xvoryman starts out in lite with tho bellot |- » B - What ¢ that some day he will bo ricl i i . ;Vo Think of Oursclves, | tintsome duy Lo o sy Trsotiont mon | In tho Lifo of n Strong-Minded ud, What Others Think men alk and drosra of finding trosunros, luoky ‘Woman, ; it n thelr oyes, it onme to mo in tho alr,—a | homo, As wo noared tho hotol X could not roslat | sing n song of rejololng, Iavo I not alwa, ’ i AN EPISODE. $ubtlo bt koon couviation, And how exquinite | askint him Why 1io had not como Lotao with ms | Tl aura. (hat & pomrads (s ire ok alwaya Tt piton tn o world could make ma S thoy woro |—b0 0ft and smooth nnd whito, with | {hat night in tho asrringo instesd of walking, or | not dopond upon the falso aititudo in whioh she | I ghonld bo obliged uot only to accopt it in the no linca on- thoir farcheads or oronees round | running rathor, bewdo i i plncod by mon ? This man has scon me as I post, but to rocognize it In the future, My wife tholr montha, I had nover such & souso of boau- | Buoh n ntrange look camo over hin 800 as I | an, aud I linve drawn him to mo, 1o 1o | must bo my sooial oqual and the naturl’ e ty givon mo bofore by nnything but pleturos, I askod him, nndl Lifs lips set wilh a storn oxpres- Do, 11.—It seoms scarcoly possiblo that 1t | cinto of high-brod womon, I must e ablo to tal b Wonderod tho mon dil nok knoal o thams o roly | Sped ho'said atifly, foly, ' had rosiizd, Mina | init ouo woolt ninco X ‘wrote thoss. words aboro, of Us, lottory-tlckots, and: wondertul inventlonn. It ow it T oould mysolt if thoy would It mo. AaI | Linton, Low uttorly difforant ot wavw of looling | yot tho dato staron s b the faes, mescrsli ot | any man by tho throst who looks at or speal s Sor move s tho gamo. thing n tha ond, for | . 2 . wlood thoro, my hoart boating quiols, and woune- | abifo voustlio; or olso porkaps 1ta that you Gonog | Ihat but. soyen. dam i S0 uights Tuava | of Lot 84 doos not, ploseo mo. This woman's o8 Jot moro thin oo la- five Tumdiod ‘I riche Marahall Neit {n Tipoincotts Magarine, {hlag Iy thiunt beglnulug to cholio mo, wnz- | kiold mo Lo bo onongh of n ulght to counidor a | pussiod slnco thon, 1t seouas’ se o o e Lt il my | Sro puablls proporty for all pepouss of Tt : ; " | Bvory woman elloves :;g 18 that o will EXTUACTS FROM A JOURNAT. zlod and bewlidored 'Ly tho scono, a 'voleo | woman's Joaition botoro my oiwn comfort aud | past lite hold lean of emotiun, of sonuation, loos nndl;‘\nmmnl:’ixtméllx’olosunng’xmr "33 wito mush Fomiino, Folbcy ind Mosonine M| il it MY Wiy B2 | o 158050 2 S oy | B i i, e, | S Jorntand von i 1, Bowitord. | ey syt e Wi Lo | B GETIRALL G bl 107 Ttk 1, i g i ito tho * I don't undorsterd yon," el owildored. d 9 s atl beon i i 1 {ekos x;(fnilfi:’ lm}‘ men who havon't Greok ""1“‘:‘° 1 ":fl'“ ta "“"FI“‘!" Journal am's0 | Ghilor" rdgins 7 hoto aro”ono " or two plo- | I asked you to got mts i grrTingo.” ssothe £0 o as 1t T sl Loon thruugl evory winga | TOWST ind “l“,"‘ "a‘"“"'“““ \l:tu "]‘_m""l‘""”’ End moi who ok nemor (0, connot walts, | klad now tlit T potsistod iu doing so, in splto of | furas you will shfoy.” It oy | “% Lkigiv 6" g ropliud; bt in_huch mate | of wilorlug [n shcoowslon; yot to wha dey | bioned and vobl Lavo thoug] oy T Hons. Tor moatiok otiior like-mportant qualifioa- | {hio tomptatlons that have oflon sssailed 1o to slart, ot 1 temblad'in splto of myuolf, | tors no gontlomnn can allgw a woman's kindly | it all amount 7 what s caumod 16 il 7 shat Ly 12 ShAE L paney S S Ly SOnOURNEn Fanle Notbiug f so Inoxplicablo to & manastho opin- | Uous for mattimony, addod o tho ~nntural | gurow ¢ asido. How olso could I realizo, liring | thio roliof was 8o gront. There wo stood—ho, | fmpulso of courtosy to compromiso Lot in any | rackod mo with ull thowo varlous gradations of | by © an 1o lted. Tl T admil. ias .;;npu,,, : . This, N fon formod of Lim by s best frionds. Ifo can | Phrantal objoctions £ mon who oxhiblt enrly | ity ® M0 v Honry Lasronco, tallor, and, handsomor, aud | way; ho must thinkc first' of hor, and all th | torturo? st this ¢ ainon that mighe okt sl dortnd iy o sotosose | niotonm, e o, i harninho | R ol sl e s, irong | L Ao st o foom Lol | e bsanes oot of i 1 | el iy b Bl | ool marigs o et i e distant rolalivos, aid porsons whom Lo meots | hocsolf, il aé ovas, nn 0ld maid. - Drobably she | offott of mero rocolloction could buvg prosckvod | il folt-ns T should if b 1fakont oame 1= iy gl “‘n’li":.‘m‘“"?}ho"’m‘i&“".,’.',fi‘éfii“ Tnans | Mionce, na boon hotwoss:ie: T'livo borme Je. | 218 woman would ova a man in otier fesbion goly fn tho way of bueinces, elould ulltake | withes sho hind murried ; but probably, {f uho | for mo ns this Lok hna dowo 8 zecod of my | oruipieloss ie L should it i dogron, Tmonn. I | of publle opinion to bo & £ro0 * agent | but o how badly Ionat osmly. or itk i) | £Fom thit Wiio pravalls i soolety. falio views of his charactor, disposition, and marrled, shio would wish sho hadi't! Tt | ptmggies and fallures, and of my viotorlos. Yos, But I bavo puk tho {des awny fro 0, and toolc Lls arm with a fows rathor lnurtiouisto words | in * auch maltotn: you muat not | solf-controland #trength.; builbLave bomo it hore's ¥ R ebilios; but ot felon of ki out, ho | 405788816, hnfovorano i byt lfe,n was | $mercs and faluce, 5, violorias, for I hava | 9f thanke and wo strolled throngh tho othor | forgot that X am & vory diffobont womar from | Wts paslansls outary and rontloss tragglon. T | ot 1 *h {giprmived not to merey var, and yol } . B fosting that I have unintontionally wronged lior. wifoof hid bosow, and the vory childron Lo s | nara to imogine that, whatovor {um« doolsion. | boon boyond my lopes euocossful, How woll I | F00M®, Lie listoning to me with such earnost at- | goclaty bollo,' hinvo Bobbed mysolf to sloop at night; I have y of { 1 nave not boun nenr her tneno wovon nys. h v " 3 tEalnud; Bhioul sl ba. wndue s Aslaslon Soneatn m%bu, y0m WMt 11ve o b worey Jorit. roimombor my doar moflior's distross ab fug qusor | toutlvoness, bending Lis Lead at ‘svory word, * Qtits Lruo,” he answered, stung by my tono, | roamod aimlesaly about during the_doy, or Iain knovw slio ancutu 1no—nlio haa overy right to oxe ing bim, is moro than ho oan fathom, hon tho miragesof youth Lave forover vane notions, as sho onlled them,—Lor entrentics, her sooming go absorbed In moe, Ko forgatful of the | “but I do not claim to bo unaoxod becsuso—be- | on a loungo, book in hand, pretending 'to rond, ] : : | oot tho miragesof womon who gazed atmeas 1t T woroa pariat, and | catas . e amam, Lo b0 unts but i oaliy ltoning, waliing, Tonging, to Lt | D Fo- e Lvll not go, 2 Navo docided Thore, for {natanco, is ¥ y thero still romaln i Mllogieal protosts - agninet, my making my-| tho mon who smiled on them as they did ko, I ** Booaudo Lam? You are right to boliove ac- | Lis: stop, his knock, to have some MOBINGO; | wigo, Writo Lo mo, Goorge, nnduxviuu";nn- ol IR PRACTIOAL MAN. e mnn:{'“f‘hrfifi‘:‘::l‘;?fi;;ofi:&nhcfl him. | 26/ * conspleuous 1” Doar jmother! I onn [ CONfoss it, I folt au If e stood Lotweon mo | cording to your lights, Ar, Lawronee, but lmast | some sl g;:hcomu to mo from bim, hou 1t | romcmbor thut who'is not liko the women o} o malkoa i » matter of scorat prido that 1o 18 | goir with tho belisf tunt his. ahanlonmoni if | 220 BOW that It was vory natursl sbe and tho mooking, coldly gorutinizing glances | deolino to éoo lifo by them: Good night! ¥ Ilis | Lins soomod to mo na it thero was but ono othor v ? X : sbout mo, 1 folt guardod, brotooted, “and T | tont me. tord.hun T eotia Goon Mgbt! * THis | Lns soomod to mo ns i world, and thiat was ho— | OO % AT botl known so many, Sho ies no - Napoloonlo in:tho. wonderful wey in which he | tobaeco is merol an nfalc of his will ja | Bhould havo disliked and drended my bocoming | could mot azmrglu agaiust tho feeling, woak nbmptlfi‘ from bim; wo had ronohad tho hotel, | 88 if all thomavifold nceds and,wants, lossos and of tho Amazon, or Zenobia, Quoon of Pajm: ‘unitescomprehonsivencss of plan with knowlodge fmt to bo found, P'ationt and prolonged scarchi- | o “strong-minded woman,” for auythlug nar- | though I lnow it wag 1 it seomod irresfutblo, I | sud without n word movo, I ran up-staira to iny | gning, of lmmanity bad 1o longer the siightest thoso £wo strong-minded womon of oid da ’a"_; of dotail. Hé counts himsclf at the samo timo | INB has falled to bring to publio notleo the mid- | rower than har idens of & woman's cduoation and!] BUPPOso, bolug & woman like othor woinen, I in- | parlor. Tho door way oajor; I entored hasiily | mesniug for mo. £ hayo no souso of any ame am Jjoking, but I assure you 1 nmy ‘mok ad Hippolyts, Quoen dla-aged dame who docs not fondly cxpatinto, in horit traditionnl wenknoss, and cannot broak tho | aud pushod it to, but he had followed mo on tho | bition, any aim, any obligtion pressing upon i (i T bl | i R M R e o e, et | S sime i bt s el bR L T R bl | e B s 2 nful comploxion, aun 10 formor lovel ol may, ho not seom to know or uetica thnt connol lot you send me nway without say~ nut a fow pale mewmories of m, and my whole Binted that ho wns vislonary, end was bottor at, | Luxurianoo of hor treusos. Ouio ‘moots many | wifo, nud T ballavo sincoroly thought hor wholo | ven s bogiid 0% 8001 to kiow or uotleo thit I g one word," o suid 4 0 n 3 i iy e b vomAR of Ler, and four s **I nover monnt tb say | future kooms coucentrated in his oxistonce, Ido absorbed. " L ald ot fool 08 i£. T wore tuxing his | that you wars wuaoxed. 1 bog you will fosgivs | 1ot Eningc T shu bont so loce a8 oxlstouco. 1do | uninanniug me. Yours alwa i T s courtesy, and soon I recovored my Belf-pogses- | mait I offonded you. Ihad no right inlhe | ull profoundly durk to me. Why doos ho not P, 8.—I open my lotter ‘to ,‘., that it s toa ston and tatked naturally: my spirits roso, and | world to judge for {uu.v It was a prosumptuous | como? I cau thiuk of no possible oxplanntion— Inte for you to write whon you roceive this: 11 my natural salf-assortion roturaod to mo, "I ou- | impulso o protoat, to guard you, that promptad | none, Iam resolved to think it our to an end, | Wil 1o ver, I have Juat’got a note from hez plauning than excouting ; but what maator-mind | young girls who Inck thoso nttractions, bue tho | duty In lifo and the intontion’ of hor crontion | hoa not ite dotractors ? Tho ating of i, ls, that | AHOL who hns wot possasscd:thom ln'bolloxod | wag * to auaklo faols and ehroniolo small-bor.» » mon's wifo hould ot bo among his boliavers, Anom%: [l\“‘t‘lc‘y in which most pooplo livo ang | Lot mosen :‘5es, hero it is at tho vory begin-, Coricolve tho faclings of a man who knowshimsolf | dia ls, that vomo thno or otior thoy will loarn | Ding—Nov, 1, 18—, How faded the ink looka | joyed lovking at tho womon, watohing thoir | my action tho othor night—my words Just aiow. |'and thon act: it ia this puseivoness which is Iille oapablo of provisioning snd olothing an army in | Fronch. No solution Las ovor beon givan to tho | Lot mo rond {t: 4 To-day T toldmothor Imennt | wavs wna lorhing t6 e soacl o pung, thoir Torgiva mo, An for my projudidos, they sl | ik 1e, toifiecpeme. 3 shall sposk frankly, but T tho flold, and’whoso' business-ngencies oxtond | problom why tius hopo of nequirlug n forelgln ta attond & courso of modiol locturos ; we had a [ It Was & rovolation of a new woild to mo, and1 | not displosse you sgain: only romombor as my | - I am rosolved; I will write, and will ask him 1 B i angusgo choors go snony despairing souls, Tt i 54id an much to him. cxouae that a man of my clags Lin but ona way | to como to mo, and whon bo comen X will say JOTMNAL. over half the Union, belng told by his spouso, scene, and she called'in Cousin Jane to reason in_Gimply on ckuowladged fiot. hey ato nle eryi¥bat in partoulsr s 1" ho eaid, “the | of looking at & womun whom—lio—" " Ho dtow a | Ghay T fasl. Home mpiokor oomes I v koop- | g, D20 11.—T am resolyed td write it all down ax on tho st of May, that. If 1o will sond s couplo | waya Just gotog to commence. snd are ol | With me, How T dotest Cousin Jamo! Sho s strikes,you so long broath, heaitatod, and . thon *sald with an “ it happencd. I wroto him & note this atternoon, of men to help hor movo; aio would rathar 1o | Walting for Hio long riniersre it o boncrsd | notliog bt & mass.of sethoses Rommtme. 08 T Hixnle” T anawarod, 1t s tho Larmony of | cest oy boaitatod, and, e LT, Ve love, oo an snd this evouing lio camo—nhandsomo, pale, snd would go down town to his office! Than,.how | for tho summer vacation to hogin, | course, wa. quarreled over it, and ahe onded by | the whole oftect,” The word wss cdld and formal, but | gothor, yoked in all oxeroiso of noble sud.v Hinch e walked up to mo, took fuy.bund in much hardor to bear than nny of Lis onemios' | - Then follow * ¢ | tolling mo I was, disgracing the famlly, and wos " “A "'i‘m“’“lg‘bffif‘h““m‘fllfl always produces an | bis voico B""’ mponor ., were | warm id | ppren rrost MENBY TAWBENOE TO GEORGE MAN- for oty .m'&“ mg:un:g, g’ g.,,'[ ;‘nflfif ‘;::: printed slandors aro tho martyr-alr and eloquent TUE DELUSIONS OF OLD AGE. no true woman. Well, wo shall sao whioh of na:] BArmonious effoct,” he kaid. onrnost, is mood . soomed ohanged: = NING, bave upoken : I could not have._commandod my sllonco with " whioh hia ‘Wifo survoya the souo Ejf;:‘j,’;‘:‘:’,g‘(:,{,{“’zg‘g‘"; 218 Jorson, who 4id | yns. the “truor comprobension -of & womun'a when sho arrives at tho new demicile whoro he Elmownudhlu dnys fn poaco? Aud did ony- | Sthero.™ W . Insistod on taking hin station and isening orders’| body over soo nu ald porson who ' was not joal~ | - It in throe yenrs slnce I'wroto that, Those loo- + for the disposnl of tho thinga? " The smothored | Ously sensitiva about boiug relioved of domestie | tures wore my flrst step, and, liko all'frat steps, | -« sigh nnd voury turning 9oy of hor head wlion | Z8poneibility, sud comarkably anuploious of auy | qost mo moro of a strugglo than anyiliing I linvo shio ontara tho door, aud soas thio boat mattrosm | tha fumily cirale?. Thom manced (mOMYOIS of | qong aince,, As T-look baok ovoritheso thios Iaid out flat on"the parlor:{loor, and defsced by | gonoral ‘faollug of dissatiafaction withnodorn | yours, I soo that evory hopo and aspiration I the muddy prints of hurrying: fost, tho “I. | theology, modern soclal tencts,” mowing. | thon cherished has boen moro, than reatized, I g : - Deo. 11, it Ho sald—oh fotly aud & Iy |— hastily, **Idon’t think dovolopment shonld be | siatible attraction toward ‘him pomecssod mo. 4 Yoleo, Hoeald—oh 6o quietly and steadily!. anorifced fo karmony ; incomplotontas o bettos. | heay o8 toward énmntl}’i‘nxg 0 18 vory | trmie e ToneE 1 T 'y'_’,l.lm‘?fi“fl::.{pé?mx"fi e {inohodld beve como oo o tonight. 1 than porfactton somotiimon, \id o | Boiitudo, a5 lio stood Ly, tho door wizt his Lioad | you wou'tthink mucls of tho simplo fack, bt the | L0k I 5ou had not seked mo ; I lind 80 mucha He smiled swootly ; ' Yos, but I am afraid we | bont down, that seemed to" win mo. What' was #aiapo is vory difforent from any of my formor | Y ht 56 5 shiould bardly agreo about tho devolopmant of | it that canio over mo? Wik subtlo powor 8 1t | onon am L dent s by ok ontof it hons tought you would nover come,” I anawor- Yomau, though I should Jiko to heur you (alk | by which ono naturo draws anothor without any | Sy . cor e you raiso your - oyobrows, | ¥ of it apparont or auatblo summonn ? ' I do not knaw; | and. wear you_say ‘with an {norodulous smile, | , 10 Tose and'wallked hurrledly up and down 4+ Why should we not discuss and disagrae?” | but this I know, that-ns ho said the words I ““Why, Harry, I have heard you ridicule honor & | tho room, then pauscd in front of me and satd— .""Idn n:lt]. ux.;mto dinagruah\vnhll. omay 1:' havo ué“"l “g"““; qmnnepfigm :lthln me thousand timos whoro women aro concerncd, hi:wt‘irdn mm:ddmmd i;:w my ""‘““I'Y‘Zfl - 16" A machiucs, and patent reapers. O 4 &l eapeoially with & wowan whom I admire,” Lo | secomed ralsed, and witlda mighty rush my spl and of courso this mo . . | proa woman who doserves frankness, and I wi iRt hioni b Arwlh el B L Liapers,, Ol ovarye | A s tha siendy Bt ot Dy tokalledt, T i J’sudaufi big biuo cyes on mo with a fook | bounded toward hini. And 3ot T i nol move, | Yo s SoiTS, e forapo Invalvas womun.! bp utterly and_abtolutely fravk with you, 1 orders the sweoping-up of the fragmentn of thing, if only thoy did mot mistake it for | SA" 80 back to tho duys whon I startcd to oarn § guofi ga T hiad nover ueen beforo in & man's oyen. | Forgivoyou?' Ieald. "Yes, a thousand | how involved me, and thors lice tie scrape; As %6 dono vory wrong® in bohaving as X the largost mirror, which somobody'set against | o louging for Hoaven. It lan't oven pioty; it ta | Y OWB Ling--whon I thoughtit a gront thing | Sroons wmery supposs_would bo oalied a ohival- | timos I & for houar, I Intigh at most of tho things I bo. | B2¥8 dono. I'had ‘no right, no justifiestion, tho wall faco outwaid, and, consequently, somo- | simply a yenruing for homo-aado 'yarn-hoso, | 0 bavo carned & fow dollara by my own lnbor. | rio look ; aud yot ehivalry was oaty an lmprovad | - He tooked up, said “Thank you!" vory | Jiovo in, jush becauso It ia tho fashion of the | 1OF 1 und Tbog you to.forgivo mo—humbly 1 Lady elee subsoquently zan & bod-slat througl'’; | Pa‘ohwork-quilts, utage-conches, quill-pons, and | Y8, L sm very glad to hove thia record of tho |, barbatism, 5 poftly; oud tured toward “the doof. | day—nud T Wolong to tho day Ilivo bt e ‘"’f‘ on my kuces;" and ho kuelt beforo mo. 1 T hor of | Othor antiquitios, past: it makes me stroug ond hopoful of the § Mrs. Fordsce came up -just then, and intro- | Whon' lie ronchied It ho ntor od, turned again, | woar one'a heart on ono's slsove, Thon, tao, was bowildered and pained beyond mesauro, tho hopoless, pationt, . pressing . togathor of | O430% * - | faturo. Xhave never rogrotied my deoision te fiduced somo - gontloman tome; sud'while they | aud came up to me. & Will you glvo il | Bomotimes gno”finds that logically one thiliks a | L20UEhE X know not what, but a tisstio of wild her'lips when it ia discovered st nightfall, while AR VNIVERSAY, DELONOR mako an indopondont Lifa for . sayealt. yroro talklug, Mr. Lawronce turiod away. In a | heod in token of forgivenoes and friendship #* | thing, an iden, a fooliag abensd, o ot when | bsurdities rushed through my braw to ‘account tho children are clamoring for suppor, that tho | fy a raligious one. Everyhody who as over | lsve sought only ‘to “do’ thet for which | ifow momonts ho was back again with a lovely | ho said, ’ { oud’s lifo comes into collision ‘with it, | forhis words—nuything rather than think he barrola of crockoery and hardwaro aro all in tke’| been fusido of & chureh iftonds o ropent, bo | Nature Lad ftcd mb, and from which | llooking young girl on his arm, blushing and yot I said nothing, but held outmy hand, He someliow up spriugs */something ': within did not love me, % = o u third story, and tho béds havo all beon stored in | convorted, and die a Oirlstian, It is simply a | DOthing but oustom and projudice dabarred mo ; | melf-possosscd, with tho same oxquisito simplioi- | took i in both of his, and then in o moment | von which~ I on pose ~ might bo” calied | @ “With many women this confession wonld ha the bas 'ni t,—the tho things that ¢ question of time—that ia all, f‘fler!nnu expeots | ahd in claiming my owm position I am conscious, | ty of mannor ho hna himself. * My cousin, | more my arms wero about hia neok, and omr lipas | .1 inatinct, nnd fbrees you to respoct and | nnnccossary,” he wentonm. . “You arg genuing i ety —ihise) Aro, o' A At ey e oF Cos lingoring disesso tliat will give | Of baving helpad other tomon, snd ‘of - hoving: | Alice Wilton, asks me to Introduco kot to you, [ had mof. Ho kissed mo ngain and again, heid Oherish and uphold tho vVory feoliug orides | 8ud simplo, and attach n real mesning to every mon's souls. 3 & tima for refloction, woan Lhe thoughts from lod the way for thoso who may bo less cotra-'{ Miss Linton ™ he said, me vory cloao for an instant, and then, uatwiniug | which you have alrendy ridionled, | word and act, bocause you do not yourselt speal +! How tho dickens wa T to know what was in | aarih, and transform the ordinary sinnor into s | 80us than I am. v - I hove always—shall Yconfess it ?—patted | 1y arme fiom their hold, Lo abruptly loft tho Woll, I'll tell you my story, and thon pertaps | 9F 80t without maaning, How oan I, then; park the confounded barrels ?" querics the husband, | saint all rendy for Heaven. The womasn who | Al this might'sound very conosited and unlr-( young girls on'the hond : this one I could no | room. That was three hours ago, and 1 have sat " you'll toll me what to do, | Aloutelot me seo—a | {rom you without asking your forgivencss for mortified. but_dofiant, and determined to maka | has - alieunted sl hac ohitian ooy oo | confidont to any one who ahould read. it, but 1) ‘more havo patromzod than I couldn status of | Lere thinking, thinklug, evor singo, What daca | T4 S 1t itk soree. mm ‘ovoning, | What I bave eaid and dona?" iz tho muto satforor say somelhing. o doos euy | tives by hor solfshnoss belloves ~ohe | 40 nok writo to ba Toad by othor ayes than my{ Disse - i e vory cliaznitng to look st an sho | it all moan 2 'Writing if out has holpod me, s X [ MOth piira idlences, to o publio moeting. Thg | % Tart from mel" T oxclaimed, holding something, Bhe unldces the baby's shoos witg will live long . onough to win Ileaven [ OWD: my joumalis the rcflex of my thoughtai stood busido hor cousin, and yet— No, I will | thought it would. K'wo things bave besomo | 7o * B F spoko waro all stupld, and roared and | Out My handa to him : ho had rison now, Ob, the air of ono who is detoimined to.do hor | with charitabls bequesta of the money which she 314 ruehn(i‘a; 80 I may \hn frank with mysolf. ] make no oxcoption : 8ho was charming in ovory clflt to mo: I am quito conscious that | of, a6 WONS full of sound ahd fury, signify- | Mr- Lawrenco, lot us be frauk with ono anther, duty to hor .children, notwithstandiog hor hus- ( can no longer wse.. Tho stook-gambler edlacoa | And Why shiould X not belproud of my indeponds | [y, and I folt moro b my osso that s woman | I Mivo songht Afr. Lawronce at loast a8 much ng iug nothing,” and T was thinking how I would | Thero is no need to part. Do’ yon think 'your baud’s vagarios, and'she either coldly replio : | Lix consalena with public Lonetactions and ro- |, ©1Co, &8 woll as any othofthuman oroature ¢ +{ bad boon presentod to me, hehnamo. I hnve always bilioved it to.bo as gt away and have.n gamo of cards at tho elub, pnv«rt{ i3 any barrier betwoen us? It in but an ¥ Well, you nendn't ewoar about it ;" or else re- liglous.endowments, and fully intonds to give | , Bubd must proparo my epecoh for to-morrow.:§ ~ Mr, Lawrenco put me in my carriago. As he | natural for & woman who was onco frood from | E3t & suddenly & voice liko musio smote upon | #ded bond. " Oan T not work too ? And wo will torts, #ith quiot sarcasm : ** Lid you supposo tho | iy gou, aleo, to his Crontor, os soon a8 1oa g, | Thoy asy thoy can't do without. mo, and Lreally | closed tho door ho sald, ** Your maid ia ok with | tha foolisis profudiced Gf education nnd tradition | Yhon siddenly a v Tlooked up, and tharo on | 1oarn o think alike whore we now differ. Why ~bodsteads woro: packed in: barrols?" Wouldu't gat it bacl ont of Lis iavestments, Nobody j beliove they mann it ; for though ome womon '{ you ? ~, to hold out hor hand -t6 any ono who attracted ‘tho _platform stood m woman speaking, should wepart? Wo lovo each othior. Why. sy wan bo_appoased, by such soft answers 0 | Wishes to dia till Lio hao hasome & Olbiating o P bepides mysclt hiavo opiutans, sud o par thom § 1 1opliod that 1 had none ; on whioh Lo sld to | hier as for a inan to sock » woman. Now I luyo [Fie Plastorm, doivg it woll, too, I liae | 8hould wonot marmry? What can part us but tura -away wiath? - Or’ porhaps, though, it | nobody wishes to beoomo a Olslstian. it Ho ia [ into words, thoy mostly lnck ‘tho courdgo that I | the drivor, “ Drivaslowly: Imean towalk ag | provod it to be true, o does attract mo, WhY | toned and - looked, —and shohld - heve on- | our own wills ? I ‘love you, you know it, and I Something io his tone jarred mo, and I sald | he moemod ogain ‘. noar mo, and an 2 1 N would be more fu consonanco with his feelings i i cortainly possces. What a dolicions sense of § far os tho hotol with the carringe,” deny i, either to mysolf or him? I do mnot, I think you lovomo ; atleastIam sure I coul to rotire to golitndo, nnd moditate on that poci- | RaEEa e avesss Co,meulty sooma to'boin | FOLLGILY, Poeteds,, WWhat a doliclous mylifo$ 1. 4 Won't you got.in? " I oriod from the windoy. | Willnof. This Lsco and know to bo frue. Tho | JoYol it 18 it Lad not disgustod me so in | think Fou to Tovo mer . Tis staod wasie T ool making tho events simultancous. B hoory, I must confess, barring tho fact of her D liarity of the feminino mind which rofuses to Wiron-Hazz, | I dow't think Thave laid dowa tho spocial powora§ o secmied not to bear mo, but startad off at a | other thiug whioh scems oloar to mo i, that ho boing thoro, thore' was' notbiug Objoctiopable | 18 arma Langiog by bis sidos. What " moro ¥coognlzo sdministrative genius, 3 of my eox in aasertin n:fiv {freodom ; but you] rapid paco, snd I'gave up tho attempt, wondor- | is only drawn by one side of his nature—that ho about hor. 'She was handsome, and iad o mng- | 80id I hardly know. I think—I am suro, indeed Thon, sgain, there is - ) + THE VOICELESS. muat wait, littlo Look, for tho confession tha is)| ing at what scemcd to me an eccentric cholce. | does Dot want to love me, porhaps can only Linlt niflcont yoleo; ahe talked o bhundred por cont | 7% told him, standing thore, how I loved him. i * THE MAN OF ACTION, s S8 onthe tipof mypen. Work first; that is my® It was unneossuary for him to go with mo at all, | Jove me. Then, if that bo so, I havo dono botter than tho men who procaded ber; and it | I felt I must apoak it once to ons human :;j:le styles l.umalé'. Ho lisa a ni‘e amount of [. 4 motto. ;| but I thought, “Ho has boon, I supposo, [rxong ‘t’n :hnw lumhmy !:?ldmsn-‘ \l\{ith Bi8 | vag well for.tho mooting. that it was over whos | boing. A groat forasight came to me: I seemod plus euorgy, and, sccording to tho laws that [ Wao cotint the broken Iyres that rost 5 Nov. 10—Ton days since I opened my bronfihtup 1o think no woman can take caro of | idons about women, ho would feol it to bo | %08 stopped; any othor epoaker would have [ & 800 my life strotohing beforo me, long, lonely, govorn such mattors, he has marrled an inort Bm,m:g:‘:v_'fi:; Yelling ogers elamber; journal, and euoh busy days as thoy!| hersslt.” Ho was ready to opon tho dooras T | almost unmanly to fold his arms on his broast ( b, SOPRECH anti-climnx, Tho two_ follows | desolate; no other love like this ' could come,: Wwife 5" 4o, when hio comes iome somo night, and o wild fowors Aty il stoop to number? lave Decen} [Flros lfauolmn, and Lalf ar] gos out, and I longed to ask bim why bo had not | if & woman put hers sbout i nuck[I 38 | with mo proposed our bemg introduced to hor, | full woll I knew that, and I could not enter on. fluds that that oil-cloth of which ho spoke yos- |- Fe Wild Sowars » MAgIC Sttt | pamphiot written | bove | dome whati{ drivon with mo; but I Lositated: somothing | I1did; andT fear I forced my love upon him, and half from curlosity, half—I aworo to spoak | L2t droary path witliout setting froo my soul. terday isn’t down yot, ho resolves todomonstrate | - = A0h Boisy fatue s proud to win thoms pun{o commonly form *a man's work” thist| tiod my tonguo, and in & moment he had said | Ifcel as I should thinka man foels \v‘ho has {hi0'truth—half, Gnurgu' fsom attraction (Lear | Y28 I6poka out to him, Words of power thoyp tohig wifo thatjttakes a man, after all, to Alas for those that uavor sing, woek., HowI dosplso all thoso time-honored!{ “Good-night,"and was gono with husty stops | tuken an unfair advantago of & woman's fanoy | ;i UMY Jollow; sho was fominino-looke | Ferée—power, and fire, and lonflng. Perhapa run & house proporly. Mo begins [ Butdie with all thelr musicin them phrases, which, doad lotters as thoy aro, act asi | into tho darlhess. Imust atop, I am so {irod. | for him, snd Jfas fram Ler graces and favors 80 | ing 3 “ory” Lo some)—I went forward | 18lono, of sll women, have told s man of my by Jpropounding & fow -familer cowum- fr o0 TS inks to strongthon tho chain that binds womon:| Dro. 8.—It sooms to mo I am growing to | Whioh hor whiolo hoart does not assent. I are i wan pragentods B Tatoreny forwacd | 150 g wlian T know it to be hopeless. My hopa drums; asks grimly ‘whethor thore isn't vzho“w.vn“x; i L LT S in a siate of inforiority. Why not say *a«| bo a drosdful egotist. I put nothing down how | not sshamed of loving him boar mo sritnoes, | yrc, (HAS BrEINA moro 80 perhaps that from | hod died whon ho first spoke, Had he loved foreo enough in that establishmeut to got that |- Weep for tho volteless, who hav known ' tooman's work 2 But that is 8 difforeat sort of i} in'this littlo book but just what concerns myxol? | little book, I am not nshamed of loving him, nor tho moment our eyes met I whs conscious | ™& bo.had spoken othorwiso, That I.waa oil-cloth down without his coming home from Tno cross but not (e erown of glory | thing, 1 should b told ;. & woman should stay ot | —nothing of the great subjeats of universal in- indeed of tolliuf"hlm go; only I would not | ypop MRl O OF botweon us n stropg | WOmen enough to soe; Lutif it bo unwomaniy bis otico to doit7 sud how many sorvants ond |, © Not wheve Logeatian brosen yand N o oy T 16 i o o bovise and ohildran. f torost whioh Lyvo always abeorbod most of my | “botray bis will” a8 ho'seid this atternoon, | LUB¢ | adlnity, Intent, but capablo of boing do- | 0 90l in evory pulsg-throb tho moed of trades-peoploa woman can keep b\m{ doing noth- O'er Sappho's memory-haunted billow, Why 8o, sny I, if she has no houso, and does not thoughte, but just my own . doings and sayings. | No, no: if he comes lo mo, it must bo with & veloped. I callod on hor the éoxt dn md,g“d“ oxpession, to koow that ‘I should die of ing? and how much longer be will bo obliged But where the glistoniug night-dows weep \ish for bueband aud clildron, fecling that they § At this vory momont I desire ouly to write about | Wholo and willing bhoast, Now that’s rosolved. my cousin Olara invito hor g“mfi, Clora, | BuBpressed pnuion, tendorness, love, ii to_ stumblo over that roll of oll-clotis in tho hall, unless he leaven bis businoss to nadl it down . himself? Then he scatters tho olildren—ons squad for s hammer, and anothor for taoks, | hen o learus that thoro aze. no_ tacks in tho On namolesa sorrow’s chureh-yard pillow. wun{:‘l lmpndhu Lor in her dwork {h All women ara not born to be wives and mothers; some have ©Boasia hat brosk wnd gheo no slgn, ofliar wurls o do. - But I nood nok arius Witk oy THll Death pours out bis cordial wrie, " Journal; itin of my way of thinking; my ideas Blow-dropped from Miyory's crushing prosses: |/meot no nfirp‘n'mion hioro, *‘But thig is not at 0 A my afternvon, and the way in which Ispont it. [ What next? Writo to him of courso, and toll I did not kit all, di Tl indulgs mysol, aad the Yossnd mesy sorva | B T oam ‘arey ‘to raey cqupioy an bl ol ey sucanvautiona), andwonidda | S, oy eposk iow 1 Soutd aro Swedid mo. Howithad enoved all dayl how It did | this position, ud esy, "I won't do go | SEything tg plouse me, did Tisttpes whion, aa§ | B0rvaut, his elavo, happy and contanto-how iy fnow thia attoragon whon[ staried out, wrapped | sgaln.” Did' o woman' ever ‘write to a | thOught, Dut imagin n Y e T oniy may | Emile scomed tho bun and bis oaresaos Boaven t in my watorproof, acooutred to encounter tho | mon Lofors and bog his pardon for lotting him fair Amazon amnging ina doorway, not only | Me—howIwas hungry withthehungerof my very bouse, bio rejoivs, with ill-concealod triumph, | - If siuging breath or coholng chord. all womaoly,” my eritio would eny, kad I one, | storm, and rojoicing 1w tho sbuouco of long | kiss hor? for throwiug ber aras about Lia o i s oul that of egu;alu Ghere ar nono,thorg nover s | | oty Ml hony bt i Elingd a0kt *you tava ol s yord of | silsai hoo ’uta potisoatal” Wil oy Tndt Dok poubt b buk whas doue that watior | ouy % Slone iy tho mldut of curions aud | SULL0 MR0nd on i e gamered frsaesto of BOY,—an 0 might' bave ‘koown it! nally, 3 y " tho real niportant event. of 8 weak,' are | rubber boota olt I could vl rough an; elong to the new era, and X will bo the ** Com- > o4 " . i b matorials aro il colloted (s wal og 0,1 gttt S8 awaalas lnsveilt Loy thas T bad ball forgotien 17 A man by snow.dritt, and I gained o porvading Sopso.of | Ing Wowman.® T iaugh but 1ol nitor al,saers | CLITAlry vas aroused, and sho lookad vory Lind: | Qusoxed.” T soemed oxaliod out of mysolf, sad I R . et | full of powor, oxhilaration from the bontiug of the storm in [ like orying. Good-uight, littlo” book. I will | 80mo snd vory like any other woman brought my faco, I chose a cortain ut%out I had come tg write &? ng. Lawrouco in tho morning. Now for tolsy. ‘Bhg K"d te mast charming oxpression, Lo begtamosand \tmoved Lim. Ho suoko BT il T StAIGLE oot M oume to | Wik compounded of bewilderment and. dotlance, | bgein whon X had finishod. He bad _nol lifted onInfo s moro thindy:sattled wibub. T wae s | Dec. 4T irrote to him this morning, and | o Lo faco whon my eyos foll on hor, and it | Lis eyes to mine, and did not thon, o said, 1§ good, cloar path, snd I sliould o ablo to havo s [ sont my noto by n messonger. 1 conld not work s | Cl8uged to ono thab ploased mo still botter o ok marry ou » 1t would bo o wordt pos- splosdid walls withoat mooting probably moro | I could noltior think nat weite, bl Lia anavos: | (Vhich Iwou't doscibo) wiion our oyes mot, | Aiblo thing for both of us, . Your 115 would pe £han m ozon posple 1 o eoliEonr I Fures | camer- B b ook noe wite, Sl ) my noto | O YO Whelioving o8, tlunk thut becauso | misersblo—mino most wrotoled. ~ You must L passod tho last square of olosoly-Luilt town- | valt, and wroto mo Just o fow words to'aske ¢ | 219 i3 e ucled" o must bo ropulsivo | a0 that o o O OF, fhings n llte bos o e g o como vt i | fglh s s o, Pl | s mmatl St s ohtog o | s v e s ol . white landscape beforo mo, a8 I trudged along, | * Yes," and now it_is onl o'olock i - 0 i turning my hoad Litilo’asido to caoapo the | ho will not vomo i1l 8. Tt seoms b tmesise | . Dut o go on with my o Lt et | B T al atlultyc. Oue eduoktion, Lrunt of the driving suow, I hoard an_oxclamn- | timo to walt, ond I must not wasto tho aftarnoon. lika o ohauipion, Tassuro you, for, atter afl, it | OUF idess, M oun paot Nves, onraims for ton of gurprise, and & mat's voico aaid, “ You | & I did £ho morning, Liotmeseo: shall T fu- | Was ehobby of tho womon to fgivo her the cold | tho ? Deldge fes Bpfuif botweon ‘us. - Wo could Rere, Misa Linton 2 ish that artiote on Englial lovo-poetry, past and | shoulder, and comardly of tho men to'stand | Reyer b had alonils bo oeead st It ina hoy Mr, Lamrronca, Thoro Lo stood, bis | Presoat, in whicl T monn to show Liow the gorm | lo0f ¢ o I dovoled mysalf to hor, aud asked | I louglod o i, el T, boonaao, T pan S . gyos brillinnt with tlio oxcltomout of tho atorm, | Of degradation and decay alwaya exlstad, ovon | Alico Wilton to bo presonted foher. liss' Lin- EEaied 14 won o fhman i ooanso L ua how +his cheok aglow with exorcise, louking, as the | in tho ohivairic idea of womnn's naturoand | ton Lins not a particle of usagn du monde, nor ridge botween aal - 0f fou o oved mo, A rold women gay, “tlso vory pioturo of a man,” I | sphore, sud how it hns gone on doveloping itself | 14 she what would be called highbrod ; but e Laen ol 2 you cmmmi’ n:] I!nvll am very sonsitlve to bosuty, and Lia sooma to me | in thio pootry which ia its truost exprossion, till | 810 is self-possossod and fontlo s hiryuannia, | JOLORT TS HONA tum wates fato land, :moly Yoo mats I et o o got lts diferont stagos from the fdoal, | 814 makos a good emough i fa tho company | fouBtaing into, plains: e would eross ary-ahod s Yes, it s 1," I gaid (wo bad both stoppod). | of the school which raally ind & gloss of clova-| Of Iadies .and gentiomen. Hero I confoss my | £0,0 Do you love me s0 2" Lo ssid, his bl (s Iwanted exorcise and air, and somothing fo | tion and fino sentimont about it—the woman of | Weakness. I did thiuk hor-very stiractivo, and loaming, and making & stop towsey ma 1 Py ohange my frauo of mind ; 80 I camo out for a | Horrick and Bon Jonson, and lator on of Love- | 1 Was consoious that I hind a power ovor hor | 8 oith i s e dtop fowaid e, Thad Beeeih laco and Moutrono, to 'tho Voman' of Qwen | Whioh did not forbeat o oxoraiao, Tho result | BOWer, shough to mako bim feol, 'and. feol Ho tumed with me, and wo walkod on. In g | Moredith aud Evinburasy wiho, insioad of | of thia was that wiicn wo paviad sho bad ovory | SHDEIY, but that was not anough. i ‘moment, moro he unid, * Will you tako my srm? | Inepiriog mon to dio for Lior honor, makos | FosRon o expoct to koo e very soun again, and thing from me nows T eun gire’ motvs ! Tt will bo oasior fo keap stop nud alkc fass | them Tathor wish hor o livo. to - b | Ihad uwardly rosolved novor o sos e mmag | no 10§ from me now: I can give' nothing iy P stop tho insirumonts of their pleasuro? It waanot | if 1 could helpit. I did koop wwey, aud thon | RO i I took i, and he logked down at me | 3bad ided, sud I'think I could have fraced tho | luok would Lavo it that Tmot hor taking a walk | Butit Twant all?" ho aaid. ‘aud eaid, with an inscrutablo smilo, | Gradations vary well. ButI cannot writo,. I | Oue snowy afternoon, Isuspootod sho had como « J1aughed again, ' But you do not,” T said, whiol batnts mo yot, T Sappoto becanss | Canuot think. Lot mo fecall my lottor to i, | 0ut to got away from tha remombrance of me, ag ( ** I Layo told you I love you, and would marry I can't mako out its meaning, Do you boliove | Al horo i one of tho dozon copica I made | LLind to geraway from the desire to sce bor 5 fou. You cannot, you say. ' Then that euds all in fate 2" &, ¥ % | befora T conld mako it what I wantod : Audl sle wad a0 Koyl bysesiog ino ok 2eouli |/ botwaen v, T1lova you too much tobo sble ta - 3 o 7 y that 1 oared for hor, | §ive you only what you give me.’ % ¢If you moan by fate somothing wilich the “3y Dean Mn, LAWRENCE: I mustask you | not help showing her y b ,.E 4 . Tt to ivo mo, for I am conscious of h aund porhaps seomed to care more than I did. It We cnnnot marry,” he reponted ; it would will i powerlesa to realst, ngainst which it is une ‘"fi'm“ghubm and solfsh, I vielded to sy | Was & soro tompiation and I yioldad to io | bo rols o bt o ugh 2 3 the family), Lo pulls off his cont with a reso- asked mo to mw’g Iim | ' Tho groat event of & lute nir, pod- gets - down on all fours woman's lifo hus boen within my reach, and I on that ofl-cloth; ‘It oxhibits such an.uncon. Mark Twain. refused it Mr. Whitaker is & very nico fellow, auareblo determinalion to roll-itself up fnto a | A letter in tho Washington Sar save: ¢ Buf- | Lut too adoriug by-Lolf. I want i oqual, not & pipe-stom shape, that, while he nails down one | falo hos many reminiscencos of Llark T'waln, snd | slave—a friend, & companion, not & man drawn eud of it, & etanding committae of throe obil- | of his remarkiablo attompt at publishing s tews- | to mo by Lia iMagination, and dosiring. to. put dren attond to the other ond. The whole affair | paper on an ontwroly now plan, After his return | mo on & pedestal boforo marrisgo, that he may - Is vexatious onough ; but the worst of it all is, | from tho Holy Land €per Quaker Olty), Marlk | reverso our position aftorward. And then, too, that Lus wife, who eits thora 80 cumfortably in | took s wife, and purclinsed the third interost in [ marrisge would bampor and roatriot me. I musi her rueklng-c‘.\dr, keops maling, with the most | the Buffalo Erpress, owned by A. M. Clapp, Pub- | not give up to moukind what is meant for a aggravating uuconsclousness, little suggestions | lio Printor. They sny that Marl's abyle of mews- | party, Buv here I bave & reflection. to * @910 the location of the oil-cloth, the' pize of | paper work was unique. o is not an early | make, the result of my threo yoars' ox- facke, and varlous othor details. Whon.ab last | iser, and io a3 elow of movemeut as of speach | periotico sinca I bocams a *atrong-minded ho has succeeded in hcking down both' cnds, | consequently he dldn‘lgnt to tho ofiles very onr- | woman.” It is always maintained that & woman half-skinning hisbands, and taking a month'a | ly in ¢ e morning. And when thoro Lis move- | who ohoososthe life and holds the views that Ido wear off his new pantaloons, ho rises to exam- | monts wers mot charactorized .~by ner- | destroys her attraction and charm for the other ine 'his work, and finds that it pufls | vous haste. Seating himself in a_ capncious'| sex, ad that no man, howovor clover and suc- up ot the eides, Daep’ disgust . Aills pivot-clair, hig flzat movo was to doposit bis | cousful sho may he, Wil ant to marry » women nl’. * goul, and. ho'‘ socretly wishes | boots in tho waste-basket, and replace them | who puts her intelloct inta trousers instead of ho had beon content to eudure tho ovila that be | with roomy slippers, Thon, clavating his slip- Yattluontfi. Thoro’ was never & greator mistake. know, and to.stumblo uncomplainingly over that { porod foot to a comfortable ‘cushion on the ox- have hed four offers of merriage sinco I * un- il-gloth a4 it lay poucefully rolled upin the hall, | change pupers (their anly legitimate uso in his | soxed " mysolf éthnt's the propor gxpression, L ig wifo remarks that ** She could Lave told him | estimation), it waa Lis wont to ll{ back in his | believe), and all from most respeotable, well-to- that,” gslzim Dot to bo impatient, and philos- | chair, swinging himeolf ozily on its_pivot, and | do, worihy mon; oud I really think thoy all ophisos that getting mad never brings ln)'lmnfi toll atorjes of Wit and wisdom by the hour to | cared for mo, gannot holp having a cortain tight. Ho goes down on his knee ogain, and | tho associate oditors, — This was vastly ploss. | sause o gratifled vanity sbout this, for, in spite Liauls every individual tack out of the end of it, | ant to all concerned, but somohow it did not | of my oritis, I am s womanetill, I liave earne aud proceeds to nail down the mdos. The result | work in tho way of making & newsy paper, | od a rest to-night, so I'll stop writing and go to of that is, that the onds vow puff up,” He glares | and at tho end of six wooka Mark camo to | bed. at that oil-cloth i impotent rage. His wife | the conclusion that ublishing & nowspapor Nov, 16,—I foel lonely to-night, I am not of- pours oll on tho raging fire by uufflelfi'aly ro- | was not his forto. e, howover, retained | ten lonoly; Furhlim my little beok will comfort marking that ho'd * better leave it till morning, | Lis interest in tho Ezpress for about a year | me, ‘Somotimoea I bavo said to_myself that my and she will bave a man como and pufl and a holf, though, as aforossid, he did not | motto was that of a star: * Einsam bin ich, it down, That was .what sho wns | tako partintho *sctive’ managemont for moro | nicht allein.” To-night it is not so, That- Mr. waiting for all ¢ho lime" He looks | than six wocks. Mark martied the -lnugh- Lnwronce who was introduced o mo had & strik- ho 8t Lor most .cxprousively, opens his lips, but | ter of Jarvis Langdon, of Elmira, N. ¥, iug faco, but thoro was a sort of masculine man- il W w boen t} p . 0 Sudidanly” Tomsombora. nome. Eood Tesohutions | hasviest pout omeiichy of Hlmira, N. Dropor- | nor sbont, him thay T dow's. fancy. . Maniem T o s g sexugua, Rduior,” L anawored, Do ( ik MOEHCMen anl eolfeh. X Tilded o s | R e e oprtion. don’t know_that it |. “Go away!” I sald; “T would rathor ba e aopearmiug lier, un the sate-nuptial days, | £y waa valued aa high as 810,000,000 in_Lia Tife, | liko, but he soomod to ho sura that T waa not bis | 7, j: Saronc & ploasant laugh, alboit musi- | Dosition. . I never moant to doit, and I will | was wrong 7 But tho woret in to come, Iwalked | alono.” T wag spent, and folt feoblo and woak. ind, turning on the ohildron, who are gleofully | and bad ke lived toget all his itons out of the | 6qusl; nnd yob Lo treatod mo with perfoot re~ Lis smilo Lad been Gup with somo | ZO¥Or do it again, I trustwe may bo triends, | back with Ler, and an accldent led to our having Lot me toll you, first, that I admire you, ca- cal, but as if d Liddon menuing in ft: **I hardly know what [ | 80d I am, Yours éruly, onoof thoso convarsstions that paoplo have | tcem you, infinitely ; lot mo say this beforo X i “ Manaaner Lox whon they aro under tho influenco of emotion | £0; and you will think of mo kindly.” Ho sl e o atly, samo piwor sesms. 10 18Y!| 06 vuo ol Taaid s T E Ea O | ey, myodar tho Iafiencs of way, but | fuld ploadingly: : A il ey ) fl."dt anon T o et | Al me | will evening novor como must do somothing or talk. It T oould bave put | I looked st him wonderingly. Did ho not yei o ’"I R duly. (A9, for tnal ‘x'fi 0 x(rltmI Bofore I go to bod T muat writa s word or tyo, | MY arms about hor and kissed hor, we could bavoe | know Low much I loved hiny g My courage and &l not o to seo yous me "Iy 224, I1 Ab, how mnuch huppior Lm than T was lak fot on without words: as it was, T unid L hardly | prido wero ebbing fost away, Taintiy T i octockly wall, and T secmed able,to ‘eslet any | Bght! Ho Gumo at 8 punoiually. T trembled | LBoW what, aud sne, boin vory inueh i anenseh | - Defore yon pr msrk ot el opint me, and porfoctly woll, an o ot homm ot Oy rosist &4 | ulFover when X hook handa with him s 1 thish | And very unsophisticated, showed mo how much | lot mo touch vour forchead with my lipa,” Ho AL h“ml gu oro to wal (nnc, ho ‘must have seon It, but he said nothing, | 8he cared for me. I vow, Georgo, if I had had & | did so, and I bont forward and took his Lead in’ i horge that nl; :“-1 0 "l:m mlrt!lxm n\\'ntv Tom | v ot & wondorful thing this thing thoy call high | moment to think,to gather myself-control— But | both myhands and kissed it, Somohow asIdidit {n 8 di nn 3 % horo, when, lo yunlx: inrt up breoding is] Ono feals it in & moment, and yot | I bad not, and 8o wo ended by m{ tinding her | the atrange thought came to me, thatif I had evor * Iy path, s horo wo aro togothor, It in 3u86 | 1t neows Intangible, indeseribablo, - Iic Las it, I | wms rouud my neck, aftor all, X rushed awny | bad a son, just o would I bave kissed his head, i ld!n ng oy el ouulap bnd mmz e 4 x:w Wi should think, in perfection, and ho is tho only | with hardly & word, and walked and walked, and | It wna a yoarning feoling, with such tondernosa e fim “ 'Lownhu rongt| ,finxy o elrny x;m porson I have over known who possessed {f, | thought and thought. The next comes s note | in it that my heart seomed dissolving. Many o betin , hroug] hl;: weakneus,” Ho apoko excopt, porhaps, that young girl, his cousin, | from hor—what ong wouldcall & mauly, atraight~ | times I kisaod it and hold 1t, and thon, “ Good- wi s u’:lm ’ll‘l’( luBumxmml out of pluce, whom ke presented to mo at tho J'u'ty. Fora | forward acknowlodgment that sho {md lod mo | by, my only love," Tenid, * I could have loved: 35 stsaugely. unlikn, ns::’nl“ cl:mri‘ 10 comy | Whilo we talked—at lonst ho did—easily and | iito s position that was an unfalr oo, and that | Yon vory well v : on: i "a A eo] nlf o! lg;ulu olight had como pleasantly, aud thon suddenly he said, smiliny | Bho rogretted it. Nothing frauker or moro gen- His oyos wore wot with tasra as ho raised hia nvc:kuu n_ :u 0] fil'd tpt pleased—why I do atmo, “ Do you know, I think you aro a vory | erous could Lavo Loeu concelved, but somehow | hend. I shall nover forget you: you arg ng OW—B evident imputience and annoy- gonerous wordan " ivroused within mo the impulse’ to make her'| nobleness itselr,” ho eaid. * God bless and anop. i . “Doyon? Why?" sald I, consolous of tho woakness of lior sox, My mas- | prospor you, Misa Linton " ‘fhen ho went, But why," said I, ** did you turn withme? |« Beeyugo you are willing to shoulder othor | ouline coucoit roso and domandod an opportuni- | ~ That @ all, all, and life ip whoro it was & month There would have been the moment for your poople’a poceadilloos, | Donss you know a woman | £ of selt-assertion. Iwenttoher, andslio seemed | 880 ; ouly, * I'wear my ruo with n differonce, will to aat, . should nover do that, capecially for & man, who | Blore attraotiva than evor. Her indopendence | 1{e was my inforlor, I was highor and nobler You think #0? That is hardly fair, Misg | [, naturally solflsh, and can alway tako oaro of | And &olf-rolianco nottled mo, and I was moan | nd puror than ho, but I loved him, aud tha Linton, Doos ono brand a eoldier a8 & coward | juimucif g enough to yield to tho desire to sco if sho could | groatest joy I could know would bave' beon to and a laggard who baa fought and wona battlo, | "I aid not ltko tho word peceadilioes, but I only | resiet mo. ' But I was richly punished, for tho | lead my lifo with him. 8o it is -ovor, and this Jumping up and down on'that oil-cloth to | fire, porhaps that awonnt ml;i)ht have beon real- | Bpoot and courtesy, Some ouo whisporod in my, atraighton it, he orders ‘every ono of them to | izod, but loaving evorything by tho ends, there | car, ©.Ho is n great soolety syell.” I havo never take a ohalr, and sit in it - till "bod-time, Thon | huna boon lgrunt'ahrlnknézu’ (thoword, Ibelicve) | econ anything of what is oalled society : I waa' he pulls all those tacks out, and nails that ofl- { in the yalue of assets, Still thore is onough lef} | not born with & title to sdmission within its cie< cloth down atfresh sll round, and then therois | to divide a triflo of & fow millions betwaen | clo, nnd I have always boen too proud to seel it ; uothing Tloft for it to do but puff up in the mid- | Mark's wife and hor brother, Oharles Langdon, | yot I'confeas thet I have a curlosity to see what dlo,—which it-docs. Mo oyes it ono moment | It was through thia Lbrothier, by the way, that | it ia like. I supposo I sbould seo tho best re- with concentrated nfiu, gives & kind of pofix-gun Mark got his wifo, *Charloy’ 'was one of tho | sult that tlhe old woy of looking at_women oan otterance 'of one_ short, sharp monosylablo, | *Innoconts Abroad’ who sccompanied Olemens | produce,—tho pink-cotton system, I call it¢ I flings his bammer down, unmindful that if comes | on his famous trip on the Quaker QGity, and | don't bolieve thut man would over dream of con- in contact with an idoliged china-doll,—tho | wrote bome so enthustastically about - Mark tradioting me in a Ifimmtlou of fact, or of using propotty of & weoping 7-year old,—and rotires | Twain that Mr. Langdon, Sr., sont him o cordial | his nm&ngonl logloal woapons against mo in & up slairs to wash his hands and any his prayers, | invitation to visit thom at n]mh'n. The result | dieopssion ; he would only Qny with mo men- Btill he cannot underatand whz g wifodoean't | wes tho meoting of Mark and Miss La.gdon; a | tally. How angry the vory ti ought makes me | considor him effigient about tho houso, Now | case of lovo at firat sight, and the fwain bocom- | Aud yet ho would dofor to my opinion, aud pa; gha ruminates), if she had some mon for & hus- | ing one." me ufl rospect, and liston to” everything I said, and, sho'd ged the differance pretty quick. —_— however silly, beoauso I am a wowan, Whst s From the London Times, Oct, 14, strange, {noonsistont mlnf;ll;nfi of discordaut ening “Mark Twaln' (Mr. 8, T, | idons! A toy and s divinity [ His manners wero, Ih’l‘heu is » kind of melancholy humor investing | Tant 0 & st Qv TLLUSIONS OF YOUTH, Clemens), the woll-kuown American humorist, howaver, vory agreeablo : I suppose . he is what Nobody exactly likos to inake them m-‘gatu for | delivarad a locture on * Our Fellow-Savages of | is called ‘a man of tho world. TRather s poor " wits, and yet evory one rccognizes tho fact that | tho Sandwich Islands,” at the Hanover quare | thing to bo ; his manners are dearly bought. . He $hoy are common “property, llie tho menslcs, or | Rooms, Thero waa a very large audience, | said something about his cousin, Mrs, Fordyce, rolds in the hend. ~Whero is the womau who can | inoluding many dramatio end litorary colebri- | calling on me. Woll, if sho doos, I sball pex- hold up hor right hand and affirm that she novor | ties, both English and Amoricun, awong whom | binps havo a glimpse at the beau monde, I won-- sherished a socrot bellof that.sho was born to | Mr. Barnwmn, the *Yuankeo” showman, now | dor if all the men in soclety look as high-bred as die young? That she nover stretched hersolf | on » visit to this country, was ospeoially no- | Le doos ? 1To i8 probably narrow-minded natu- prall lengih, cloded hor- oyos, (folded | Hleod, Thio looturar, on muking his wppoaranca | zally, Lut ko fa ono rosult of our soheme of olvill. | 54 st Bink oxhaustod upon his arms £0 sloop, | aia. 4 Re gr s Cmror peccadilioes, but 1o knowledge rollad ovormo liko & wavo that she | book bad bost bo put mway, I will g0 back to e i oL, S e oyon, folded upon the platform, was \vnnnglg' Grastod, 1o | Eatisn kot one S0l good s woll as ita bad | If Lo ls dlacomiited and dismayod whon, Just 86 | "iho vou'veully bollova. that o+ ho seck ith a | 10vod mes and 11t her, atung by tho congolous- | my old lifo, and see vihat I can mako of it. 1 pitied hersolf with a tender gadnoss, as sho ro- | statod that it was proposed thaf evoning fo de. | points, Doar me ! I osrtainly did. not moan to | #lum o o In its arme, & frosh 200 6018 | gloam in Lis blua oyos, pews of Laving taken an unworthy sdvantage of | am glad to bave known what love meant; 1 flucted that it was thus shie would He cold aud | liver, snd on tho four following evonings and | make an auslyala of Mr, Lawionce's obarastor, e ovas warsr 1 Zould nob turn baok, **Really, Ido. Iam suro, at least, that I can | & simplo and trustful nature, I know that this | shail bo flodder aftor s whilo, whan his sol ia silont, wit hor long lashes syoaplog her marblo | on Satucday nfterngon noxt, to zopoat, a loctura | Good-night, my Wittle book 1 thing h them stonyaCn e sgaln, and some: | akg caro of mysolt.’! ; In big tagedy, and wiil meot with your dia- | ovor. Iflie could but have loved mo as 1 loved olicel, whilo all hor' family, who nsd boon 8o | upon thie Banduich Telands, tho bLabit sud ous. | Nov. 201 -onmog swelte to-night, and | EBINE 1B thom stirred my sout-to. it depie; | 5 Areyourtenidho, We wore sltting bosida | blonsure. I can hoat you sny, “onfound you, [ him—if b could I But hs ould not, and it was Buok a dolicloun foeling soomed stealing over | anch othior on tho #ofs, and in anothor mom pit 1 why don I t to be, 1 3 1 ont | Haryl why don't you marry her 7' not to be. Imustloara to bo agam a strong. e-—a fooling of mizd pover oot g | 10 hisd put hfs uro abont mo and dravn, me £o | Vory assy tomsys but look at the situstion, | MiBdod wortan. fin _ 'fdn N;qu,mn““ o,ukld auead over o | him. I could mot roslst him—his voico, hia | whick'Is nat so simplo as you probably thiuk, Of | LeTTER PROM HUENBY LAWRENOR TO GEOROE MANY, l‘a‘;v: t\':r ?lnb “k , hnn 't ufinhy you :H‘o“l‘l eyes, hia awoet words, Iloved him and was bap- | courso any girl of wy own class wold noyer NING. o bitred o th y should you went to ba | py it ywas o hoavon of dolight to be 8o noar bim; | build oan " edifice “of oternal aad ewcrod | _ Dram Gronox : I'm off for Europo to-moyow, Mol nobwith mo? I wanted to 800 you | a0 how natural it soomod | Ho said little, nor | hoppiness on such & foundation es m fow | I bohaved like a man nnd brokie tho wholp. thing y did I gsy many words ; Lo hold mo in Lis arms, [ wann looks and sloquent words, or even u | 0ff. Bho bohaved like n wan, $00, told me hon I started as ho spoko agaln, for bia voice and - kissed nio many timos on tuy hands, chieoks, aud I caross, might furnish, In plain words, neithor | much sho lovod mo, and thon accopted tho popis manuer wero both changed—ell the quh'mr aud | bps; aud thon suddenly, almost abruptly, ho | eho not I would think marringo & necoisary or | tiou, I feellikes girl who bas jilted a_follow, intonsity gono out of them. '*Tho ‘resson | Joft e, pleading an anfngomenl. Bub wy hap~ | even likaly autlunnuu to tuch & prosmble, Iiutit | sud It's e very poor way to feol. 'Naver flirt Wity why' of a mood is bard to find sowstimes, and | piness did not go with him, Iam happy fn the | i differont with Mims Linton, Iam nure, [am | & strong-minded woman, I believe gho carcd wnn'n found ouo has o conviotion that no oue but | conviotion that ho loves mo, and I feel | confidont—Iaugh if you like—that oho has novor | for mo, and I thiuk vory likely when I'm 50 { one's golf would saeo its ronsonablonces,” ho said strong to make bim all my own, Iig wil} como sn‘en apy man what sho Lias givon me, oither .in | Bhall think I was & fool not to have braved it out with & laugh cold and musioal, * Liot us talk 3( Again " to-morrow, . Ho "did not say 80 ;| degreo or Lkind, Ior ocoontrio notions about | sud married her, I'm suro if fdont think it, somothing wo oan both bo suro to undorstand. uo need ta say so—he will anrol{ como, e la | womon's nafuro and position would protoot hor thon, I sball wheu I reach thq noxt world; bu* 1o soemed far away ogain, For a momont ho | poor, T know. What of that? ouri a good ln- ( from tumporing with hor awn foolinga ar those | then, iilio the gicl in Drowning's poom, “rlue hiad soemod ro nuar—nosror, I tinnlk, than I ever [ cowno, and togothor we can dofy tho world, I | efanathor; and thou {oo, thore uus boon eo | will pasn, nor turn her face.” emembor to have folt & man toLo. Then ha | shall'be able to convert him frow s projudicon’ [ munl bard reality, so muyal serloug business, in | I leel vory blue, and I think I'd be¥pgr gk falkod, and talked very well, and wmado mo talls, | and narcow notlons, now that ko loygs me.. | Lir lifa that tho siroat follics of girlhond have | Alics to marry me, Yours, s 3 though It was nob “ma ensy au it ueually | What an ne ulsition to our cnl_AW[I 11@ oven mo; | not boon Lora, Suull Teay that I cannat haip - ia to me, and though we' spoke of thlufia o Lam. I bavo yiolded nathlug, T hava saoui-'| foollng hor funooenco nud inosparionos mpke her | —The late Napoleon IIT, that aro genorall, to mo like tha | ficed nnlhlng—pof qno lota of prlvwlpln,' not an'f more pltractlyo? I am wuat uro, oven, that | adwiration for his rnlnl\ve' :;fl?gm?l'nuht rt;:r‘nmu ‘:grd:hgu .}TE‘T.‘.??JT,"‘., mll\)lay {Ilph of g\‘m}nd. x!‘al hay nofim tta m\?l hl.?"“m ho; tho{l do not lf?]fi““ Lier wdlt-rolianco and Tudos | Parls ocorrospondent of b, 2 u ¢ | laves wmo, can influgneo him to think ng 01 endoncee, whicl ' i it ' Xwrantad to o aons aud Ll 1§ ovee i of womasts maturo aod eplgro, 11y tf'.\glnl 1ifo | Bid ot Heopmon, certalily ropol mo, AlLtkis T | jan swys thnt onog thy af Iis maunor, bis volce, tho look | will couvince him of tha justice of. thy dets, and | ot o coxcomh, It camo to, 149 of ) A o 9 f in lxl; 0yas, l:m #00 what they mmmt‘ aud, if L | having known me, ho cqn nuh?i‘ ‘ deolino on a noon el ntl'nxxpe‘ \vhgx\_ uh}\ i[':v? hz-": nlrl:x‘l!: ;{v‘:\:b ‘a ‘r‘fl::{‘&:&:}:&fl?w °-‘f'}':°"’-b'}‘.'fififi"fi'.w€$’ bn:mL coslm.‘ :"-l'&; “_‘:fl:ru«d o d?\:ddon { A‘xghm.l . )Jx:r ';T‘l;vm{‘nl foplingsand a “uarrowor sphera By nel kb l I liavo bagu solfigh, sud porliapa nbu- [ youn cousiy felt futg tho s, that ionl ug . Eome distanco erhio | U 3 ' 4 pid, hy. not xaarry hor @ you sy, I huvo. | s aceidont % Bimunif nrannaed - kvt Bt =g (Rl wd ) Vel dunwhant, T oam susceggtely ¥ conld l_uknq Lol that auoution, eud thinia mr aus | "auld,b ’w&%&?_pwod bist:Sisn they ofton harsh to her in little’ every-da; mattors, | tome of the natives, tho character of tho coun- | yot I must, I must. My hoad is burstin with would b‘ta 80 vory sorry for all th:y unkyind thinga | try, and so forth. Io should nek their por- | thoughts and visions, my’imut in nrrnlllugx with they had evor done to her, aud the horo of her | mission to introduce te thom *Mr, Mark | new songstions, Whoat an evoning Ihave bad ! girlish droams, with bis elnquont eyos and mu- [ Twain,” a gontloman whose variod lnnnlnf, bhis- | X shall never, nover .think mysolf couragoous sical voico, would feol that liw heart was buried | torical socuracy, veneration for the trat) i, and | agalu, T, who have faced crowda with caluuos, in ber grave. - Whore Ia the man who- did not | dovotiou to sclonce wers ouly equalad by his per- | to quail bofore forty or fifty men aud womon, therieh a sweot conviotion, on attaining his yo- | sonal comoliness, his grandour of ohiaraoter, and | not one of whom wan moro intolligent or bettor Jority, that ho was born for tho nccomplishmont | native sweotness of disposition. It was of him- | oducated than myself | But let mo write it out of great things, aud that tho rouson he lived | solf that Lo gavo tlnt vague and modest de- | if Icpn. I acoopted Mrs, Fordyge's invitation through the whooping-cough . whon the doc- | seription; and, finding that it was the custom in | to a little arty, It was graolously givon, and I, lors ~gave bim “up, and was roscuod | this country to Introduce a looturor, and not | fool that I s, thought. it was to do me honor from lfmwn(nx by lis sohool-followa when | wishing, though ho disliked it, to brenk | that I was asked. I did not know thom that be rose for the third timo, and, in slort, camoe | through that “oustom, ho had ' ohosen to | thoso women of #ooloty will commit & basencsa afely through all juvonile eickuesses aud | make tho introduotion himeelf, with the ob- | for & new sousation or to gratfy sn omation pucapadey, was bocause Dostiny had marked him Laut of gottiug in ull tho facts. Inviewof tho | of curlosity. I havo boen #o admired, so for hor own? Then with what o ruoful little | liberahity of Xngland, who lad sent to Americs | looked up to by the men who havo Bus grimaco & man rooalls the ideal wifo of his | wil the looturors that she could sparo, Lo had | rounded mo, I nevor dreamed of belng the ob- youth, Bhe was alwaya to wonr the daintiost of | felt it nothing but right aud fair that the Unitod | jeot of more ouriosity or smusornont, Well, I gloves, and tho most bowltching of slippors, | Btatos, in howover imporfact & way, should re- | Wont, I'ho room was half full of mon and and & rosobud fu Lier Lair, und, whon he was not | ciprocato the complimont, and he nd, thereforo, | womon, talking, laughing, moviug about, I was with Lior, she was todo nothing but dromn of | voluntarily thrown himwelt iuto the broack, [ alone, aud from tho momont of my entrance bim, and watch for bis coming. It nover oo- [ Ho was prosent that ovening under thoso olre | iuto that blaza of light 1 folt louely sud wonk ; purred to him but that gloves, and flowers, and | cumstances, not in hly own insignificant {ndi- | but ¥ crossed tho room aud spoke to my hoste ribbons wero as much hor natural bolonginga as { vidual enpaoity, but ns & roprosontativo sud ex- | ess, She greated mo g[uuluully, and then somo dazzlivg plumago was o buniming-bivd's, Alas Eouout of tha gratituda of Amorica, and go | ouo elso cams up, aud I stood aside, Buddenly for tho day whou first tho young Lusinnd saw | fivmly was Lo impreesed with the importanpe of | tho ronye of oyes n&mu mo gamoe aver mo, How Lia augel with bLor wlmnu-sllh"i piunod up | bis diplomatio minsion that to mnko amends for | thoso womou stared | Nover beforp had I hoon out of tha dirt, and hor sweeping-gloves Bm nogloct ko should insist on sunding to Great | ainong womon aod felt un boud of sistorhood, on, and her head hoq up in pn ol vmf snd | Beiwin in futuro fourtonn Yaukoo Jouturors for | Hov was {59 Was I uukoxe , 0@ they? aied hor'usy that aip was glsu he wazn'S.oam- | eveer oua whio lafk thaew whores Qhorq dermsd & wolf batwaay mas I x-uql never had & H"IX Rinco Napoloon, Q Mauchoster Quard- lid not drosm of at fivat, I A1 not g ssouudrol | not more than ¢ Yot §f‘§:’°&fp"&p?fit"inm?‘ i * { | . -